{"id":4071,"date":"2015-05-13T19:33:53","date_gmt":"2015-05-13T16:33:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/dogaaskina.local\/?p=4071"},"modified":"2015-05-13T19:33:53","modified_gmt":"2015-05-13T16:33:53","slug":"bir-sise-mucize","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dogadernegi.org\/tr\/bir-sise-mucize\/","title":{"rendered":"Bir \u015fi\u015fe mucize"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Orhanl\u0131 kantaron ya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n<\/a> hikayesi…<\/p>\n

Ak\u015fam olmadan \u00f6nce, hani g\u00fcne\u015f daha hen\u00fcz t\u00fcm\u00fcyle batmam\u0131\u015fken, sar\u0131dan hafif k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131ya \u00e7alan turuncumsu bir renk vard\u0131r ya, i\u015fte ona bakarak karar vermi\u015ftim bu yolculu\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kmaya. Yara iyile\u015ftirici, mucizevi bir etki b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 \u00fczerimde. G\u00f6zlerimi kapad\u0131\u011f\u0131mda hala sar\u0131dan hafif k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131ya \u00e7alan o turuncumsu renk, ruhuma hafif bir ninni s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu. Nazik\u00e7e dizlerimi karn\u0131ma \u00e7ektim, cenin pozisyonuna ge\u00e7tim, orac\u0131kta g\u00f6z kapaklar\u0131m a\u011f\u0131rla\u015ft\u0131, usulca bir r\u00fczgar y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc ok\u015fad\u0131, sa\u00e7lar\u0131mda dola\u015ft\u0131, uyuya kald\u0131m…<\/p>\n

Yara bere i\u00e7inde y\u00fcr\u00fcyordum yolda. Hava o kadar so\u011fuktu ki, di\u015flerim birbirine \u00e7arp\u0131yordu. R\u00fczgar\u0131n u\u011fultusu ve di\u015flerimin tak\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131 duydu\u011fum yegane d\u0131\u015f seslerdi. \u0130\u00e7 sesime gelirsek, saniyede milyonlarca c\u00fcmle kuruyordu. Yeti\u015femiyordum, bu y\u00fczden sadece dinliyormu\u015f gibi yap\u0131p, yoluma devam ettim.\u00a0 D\u0131\u015fardaki yaralar\u0131m kanad\u0131k\u00e7a, i\u00e7 yaralar\u0131m daha \u00e7ok s\u0131zl\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

\u015e\u00f6yle bir arkama bakt\u0131m, a\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m t\u00fcm engebeler, dereler, tepeler bana \u201cho\u015f\u00e7akal\u201d diyerek el sall\u0131yordu. Bende onlara bir selam \u00e7akt\u0131m, \u00e7ok \u00f6zleyece\u011fini bildi\u011fin halde gitmen gerekti\u011fi an h\u00fcz\u00fcnle kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme belirir ya dudaklar\u0131nda, o g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeyle tekrardan \u00f6n\u00fcme d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. Bir damla ya\u015f g\u00f6z\u00fcmden topra\u011fa damlad\u0131. E\u011fildim, cebimden \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131m badem tohumunu topra\u011fa g\u00f6merek, hediyemi kabul etmesini istedim. G\u00f6n\u00fcl dilinden sohbet ettik toprak karde\u015fle, hava kararana kadar.<\/p>\n

\u201cBir tohumla, milyonlarca insan\u0131 doyurabiliyorsun. Bir derdimi sana eksem, milyonlarca yaram\u0131 iyile\u015ftirebilir misin?\u201d diye sordum.<\/p>\n

\u201cBir \u015fey istiyorsan, \u00f6nce ekmen gerek. Yar\u0131n sabah uyan\u0131r uyanmaz sana s\u00f6yledi\u011fim yere git. Cevab\u0131 orada bulacaks\u0131n.\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n

Sabah uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131mda bir \u015fi\u015fe zeytinya\u011f\u0131 buldum ba\u015f ucumda. Toprak karde\u015fim b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015f olmal\u0131yd\u0131 bunu bana. Elime al\u0131p onun anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yere do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye koyuldum.\u00a0 Hava bug\u00fcn d\u00fcnyay\u0131 s\u0131caktan kavurmaya karar vermi\u015fti. G\u00fcne\u015f yaralar\u0131ma vurduk\u00e7a daha \u00e7ok can\u0131m ac\u0131yor, daha \u00e7ok kan\u0131yordum. S\u0131rt\u0131mda \u00e7\u0131kan g\u00fcne\u015f yaralar\u0131, a\u00e7l\u0131ktan mideme giren a\u011fr\u0131lar, sa\u00e7lar\u0131m, ayaklar\u0131m, ge\u00e7irdi\u011fim ameliyattan sonra v\u00fccuduma kaz\u0131nan diki\u015f izlerim, y\u00fcz\u00fcm… Her ad\u0131mda daha \u00e7ok can\u0131m ac\u0131yordu. Ama toprak karde\u015fe g\u00fcvendim. Eminim gitti\u011fim yerde her kim \u00e7\u0131karsa kar\u015f\u0131ma, bana bir mucize sunacakt\u0131. Kendisi bir mucize olan topra\u011fa sonsuz sevgiyle inanmaktayd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

\u00d6n\u00fcme \u00e7\u0131kan bir kaplumba\u011fa \u201cBiraz yava\u015f y\u00fcr\u00fc, ben gidece\u011fim yere varaca\u011f\u0131ma inan\u0131yorum. \u00d6nce inanmakla ba\u015flar her \u015fey. Emin ad\u0131mlarla gittikten sonra ne fark eder az biraz ge\u00e7 varman.\u201c dedi ve yoluna devam etti.\u00a0 Te\u015fekk\u00fcr etmeme bile izin vermedi. S\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc dinledim, \u00f6nce inand\u0131m, sonra emin ad\u0131mlarla y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye devam ettim. Derken bir dere kenar\u0131na vard\u0131m. Suda g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm y\u00fcz\u00fc tan\u0131yamad\u0131m. Yara bere i\u00e7inde, ya\u015flanm\u0131\u015f bir ifade vard\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcmde. Kana kana su i\u00e7tim.<\/p>\n

\u201c\u0130yile\u015fmek istemi\u015fsin, \u00f6yle duydum\u201d dedi dere karde\u015f bir anda bana. \u201cM\u00fcmk\u00fcnse e\u011fer\u201d dedim usulca. \u201cM\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmayan ne var bu hayatta, bana bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda kendi yaralar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rebiliyorsun. Sana ayna olabiliyorum. \u0130yile\u015ftireni neden bulamayas\u0131n?\u201d dedi ve devam etti, \u201cAs\u0131l iyile\u015fme i\u00e7eriden ba\u015flamal\u0131. Sana toprak karde\u015finin dedi\u011fini hat\u0131rla, \u00f6nce ekmen gerek. Kaplumba\u011fa karde\u015finin dedi\u011fini an\u0131msa, \u00f6nce inanman gerek. Bende diyorum ki bunlardan da \u00f6nce istemen gerek.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u0130yice ar\u0131nd\u0131ktan ve susuzlu\u011fumu giderdikten sonra her t\u00fcrl\u00fc mucizeye y\u00fcrekten inanarak, isteyerek ve\u00a0 as\u0131l iyile\u015fmenin i\u00e7eride bir yerlerde ba\u015flamas\u0131 gerekti\u011fini bilerek yoluma devam ettim. Az\u0131c\u0131k y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fckten sonra, o b\u00fcy\u00fcl\u00fc ninni tekrar kulaklar\u0131mda \u00e7\u0131nlamaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Kafam\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p g\u00f6\u011fe bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, sar\u0131dan k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131ya \u00e7alan o turuncumsu rengin, t\u00fcm canl\u0131lar\u0131 ahenkle sard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark ettim.\u00a0 Bir ana gibi, \u015fefkatle, iyile\u015ftirmek, huzur a\u015f\u0131lamak i\u00e7in sar\u0131l\u0131yordu hepimize. Elimden tutan r\u00fczgar karde\u015f, beni sapsar\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7eklerin oldu\u011fu bir bah\u00e7eye g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. G\u00f6zlerim kama\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cBen bu yolculukta kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n sondan bir \u00f6nceki rehberim. Elinde ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n zeytinya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar ve bu g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn kantaron otlar\u0131yla sohbet etmeye ba\u015fla. Art\u0131k iyile\u015fme zaman\u0131n geldi\u201d dedi yan\u0131mdan uzakla\u015f\u0131rken.<\/p>\n

Bah\u00e7enin ortas\u0131nda \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fcm. Sapsar\u0131 bir kantaron otunun benimle konu\u015fmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark ettim. \u201cSar\u0131dan k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131ya \u00e7alan o turuncumsu rengin b\u00fcy\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc ve mucizevi etkisini bir \u015fi\u015feye koyarak sana verebilece\u011fimi s\u00f6ylesem, bana inan\u0131r m\u0131s\u0131n?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cElbette inan\u0131r\u0131m. \u00d6nce inanmak gerekti\u011fini \u00f6\u011frenerek geldim ben buralara.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cElinde tuttu\u011fun zeytinya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 benimle ve di\u011fer kantaron otu karde\u015flerimle harmanlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n zaman, elde etti\u011fin ya\u011f, t\u00fcm yaralar\u0131n\u0131 iyile\u015ftirebilecek bir iksirdir. Onun ad\u0131 kantaron ya\u011f\u0131<\/a>. Diki\u015f izlerinin kaybolmas\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011flayacak, g\u00fcne\u015f yan\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 ge\u00e7irecek, mide a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 azaltacak, sa\u00e7lar\u0131n, y\u00fcz\u00fcn en az benim kadar \u0131\u015f\u0131l \u0131\u015f\u0131l parlayacak. \u00d6yle ki ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n mucizeyi di\u011fer hasta karde\u015flerinle de payla\u015f. Payla\u015fmak da iyile\u015fme s\u00fcrecinin bir par\u00e7as\u0131d\u0131r. Bu ya\u011f\u0131 hem i\u00e7ebilir hem de yaralar\u0131na s\u00fcrebilirsin. Bu turuncumsu ya\u011f, hi\u00e7 susmayan, huzur veren\u00a0 bir ninnidir. Yolculu\u011fa ba\u015flamadan evvel duydu\u011fun o ninni, bu ya\u011f\u0131n iyile\u015ftirici sesidir. \u0130yile\u015fece\u011fine inan\u0131rsan, iyile\u015fmeyi g\u00f6n\u00fclden istersen, g\u00fc\u00e7lenirsin ve bu ninniyi duyabilirsin. G\u00fcnd\u00fczle gece aras\u0131nda bir zaman dilimi var. O vakit, g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcn bereketini, gecenin dinlendirici \u015fifas\u0131n\u0131 bar\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131r i\u00e7inde. \u0130\u015fte g\u00f6kteki turumcumsu renk o vaktin rengidir. O an\u0131 bir \u015fi\u015feye s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rd\u0131m, \u015fimdi bunu al ve art\u0131k evine d\u00f6n. Ge\u00e7mi\u015f olsun karde\u015fim.\u201d<\/p>\n

Uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, g\u00fcne\u015f \u00e7oktan batm\u0131\u015f, gece olmu\u015ftu. Ah! nerede \u015fimdi o g\u00fczel gurup rengi diye i\u00e7imden ge\u00e7irdim. Ba\u015f ucumda bir \u015fi\u015fe kantaron ya\u011f\u0131<\/a> buldum. O sar\u0131dan k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131ya \u00e7alan g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc, bir \u015fi\u015feye s\u0131\u011fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u015eifa ve bereket da\u011f\u0131tmak i\u00e7in sab\u0131rs\u0131zlan\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

Hem bedenime s\u00fcrd\u00fcm, hem i\u00e7tim bu \u015fifal\u0131 ninniyi. \u0130\u00e7im d\u0131\u015f\u0131m \u201co\u201d oldu, \u201cbir\u201d olduk. \u0130yile\u015fmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 hissetti\u011fim anda hat\u0131rlad\u0131m, bu mucizeyi payla\u015fmak gerekiyordu. Uyutmadan iyile\u015ftiren bu ninniyi, herkes duymal\u0131 ve iyile\u015fmeliydi. Te\u015fekk\u00fcrler kantaron otu, te\u015fekk\u00fcrler zeytinya\u011f\u0131 karde\u015flerim. Bize sundu\u011funuz bu e\u015fsiz hediye, bir \u015fi\u015fe mucize.<\/p>\n

Gizem Sevcan G\u00fcr\u00fcz<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Orhanl\u0131 kantaron ya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n hikayesi… Ak\u015fam olmadan \u00f6nce, hani g\u00fcne\u015f daha hen\u00fcz t\u00fcm\u00fcyle batmam\u0131\u015fken, sar\u0131dan hafif k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131ya \u00e7alan turuncumsu bir renk vard\u0131r ya, i\u015fte ona bakarak karar vermi\u015ftim bu yolculu\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kmaya. Yara iyile\u015ftirici, mucizevi bir etki b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 \u00fczerimde. G\u00f6zlerimi kapad\u0131\u011f\u0131mda hala sar\u0131dan hafif k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131ya \u00e7alan o turuncumsu renk, ruhuma hafif bir ninni s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu. Nazik\u00e7e dizlerimi karn\u0131ma […]<\/p>\n

Daha Fazlas\u0131n\u0131 Oku… from Bir \u015fi\u015fe mucize<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":15,"featured_media":4077,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"_uag_custom_page_level_css":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[561],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4071","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-doga-okulu"],"acf":[],"uagb_featured_image_src":{"full":false,"thumbnail":false,"medium":false,"medium_large":false,"large":false,"1536x1536":false,"2048x2048":false},"uagb_author_info":{"display_name":"burcin.feran","author_link":"https:\/\/dogadernegi.org\/tr\/author\/burcin-feran\/"},"uagb_comment_info":4,"uagb_excerpt":"Orhanl\u0131 kantaron ya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n hikayesi… Ak\u015fam olmadan \u00f6nce, hani g\u00fcne\u015f daha hen\u00fcz t\u00fcm\u00fcyle batmam\u0131\u015fken, sar\u0131dan hafif k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131ya \u00e7alan turuncumsu bir renk vard\u0131r ya, i\u015fte ona bakarak karar vermi\u015ftim bu yolculu\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kmaya. Yara iyile\u015ftirici, mucizevi bir etki b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 \u00fczerimde. G\u00f6zlerimi kapad\u0131\u011f\u0131mda hala sar\u0131dan hafif k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131ya \u00e7alan o turuncumsu renk, ruhuma hafif bir ninni s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu. Nazik\u00e7e dizlerimi karn\u0131ma…","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dogadernegi.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4071","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dogadernegi.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dogadernegi.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dogadernegi.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/15"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dogadernegi.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4071"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/dogadernegi.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4071\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dogadernegi.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4071"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dogadernegi.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4071"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dogadernegi.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4071"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}